can a lost love be a friend?
thoughts of such were on going for the past 2 days. i said one shouldn't compare, but maybe what he did the last time was right. leaving me all alone, maybe that's the way to let things settle down, slowly(with that i mean years) to get him out of the picture.
i tried finding ways which wouldn't hurt, but it seems like there's none; both options exhausted. so i questioned, if a relationship was ever worthwhile. cause losing it, feels as if i'm losing a special friend forever. self-realization; i feel worse losing the friendship in the relationship.

mr.tbls booked out and he can talk non-stop of the life in there. seemed like cash didn't matter, who'd catch 2 movies in a day during the weekends, siao. both were nice though, of one which we didn't planned to but was with the guys. i like the talks we had, with no boundaries. but i guess, much did pierce him right through, yet for the way he still cared the same like never before. i feel bad. too good a someone, now i know iwmyrflmod.
will anyone believe me when i say there's this thing like the right person at the wrong time, i wonder.
i admire couples who can have early breakfast tgt on a sunday morning.

600words eom undone, ques i'm unable to answer for the take home econs test, geog notes not photocopied for the rest, pt in the morning at 7.10am which equals to waking up much earlier, mum to see mdm ainon after sch, uniform un-ironed... all and all.
that's why i so don't wanna go school tmr ><

it's another torturing week i guess.
when i find my motivation again; it's only another 7/8 weeks to promos.

ARGH.